Sunday, October 31, 2004
i'm bored
Projects time had gone...
leaving me with nothing to do...
except sleeping~
I'm Bored! real bored... wat to do?
maybe i'm born lazy... or wat
i live my life exactly like a pig
sleep>eat>sleep>eat
basically that's my lifestyle nowadays...
maybe i do read or watch TV in between my daily routines of sleeping and eating
but, that's not enough!
i cant juz carry on living in this pathetic excuse of lifestyle, can i?
ya, i noe... My crit is not over yet...
but, it's doomed anyway...
no point doing anything...
maybe preparing for my presentation?
for that.. i shall let fate determine how i should die...
till now, i cant believe that's wat i did for this semester..
totally unlike me...
UrG... what am i doing to my life?
i didn't manage to accomplish anything this time..
my panels, my journals...
and ya... i even forget to bring my mock up models during submission..
damm it... four models~
my process..
wth...
forget it... i cant do anything anyway..
back to the facade making...
arG...
been doing it for like 3 times?
firstly, it's the mould..
then the plaster of paris...
and now... it's the glue...
Tell u wat...
dun use UHU glue to glue ur mould..
it won't help... i tell u
i use enough oil for the mould..
but the glue wont stick...
so, no matter how many time u do..
the plaster will juz tear the mould apart..
Hence, for the current mould,
i tried using superglue instead
hopefully, it works..
if not..
i shall ignore it... and hand in the 1st facade i made
i dun care..
there's limit to one's patience
and mine have been tested to the extreme...
imagine doing that process again and again?
u will be like Urrggg...
wat am i doing again...
guess wat..
i'm hungry..
damn this course!
i have been having difficulties adjusting my lifestyle..
I often felt hungry around this time..
i mean, during project time..
i will be slogging my life for the projects.. and thus..
sleepless nite..
and since i cant slp..
i eat...
becoz of this...
i get hungry everyday @ this time...
ya.. i noe... excuses...
but.. that's the TRUTH!!!
same goes for the sleepings..
it seems that i'm using sleep as an excuse to relieve my boredom
Pathetic huh?
but.. wat to do.. there's nothing i can do!
blame this course..
for bringing me to this state
the-i'm-awfully-broke-state..
that's y i cant go shopping even if i want to..
i want to buy choker and bag loohh!!!
hmm... maybe i shouldn't have go to sakae sushi twice
arG.. i'm broke...
lalaa.. look at the time now... i'm still up..
guess i slept too much today...
Shan
I voiced out @ 1:06 AM