one smile hides a thousand tears.....

Sunday, December 19, 2004

wat a joke

juz received my 2nd cheque..

guess how much? $146

$146 + $315 = $461

hmmm... tat's a lot huh?

damm that company to hell man!

most of my friend at least gotten $500 for their ITP..

along with experiences and nice grades

wat abt me?

a miserable $461 with NO experience and a very poor grade

guess wat? my monthly allowance is more than that!

helllooo... I'm juz a student..

the way u guys pay me is damn pathetic

u excluded public holidays from my pay

and you have the cheek to divide my pay according to the the working days..

tat's low class!

WHATEVER

ITP to me is a WASTAGE OF TIME

wat do i learn there?

NOTHING!

and guess wat..

i really hate that place to the core!

id inc interiors

remember this place

this place is so condemned..

i shall pray and hope for the downfall of this forsaken place

may ppl like ingrid loh and mary lim shall suffer in terrible fate!!

*well, i'm evil*

and ya.. especially MARY LIM

being a mother yourself.. u should be ashame!

imagine your children suffering in this manner?

wow! that's sweet!

Retribution!

god shall punish your children for what you had done!

*Hoping and Praying and Wishing*

I noe i might sound harsh...

but.. i really mean what i say...

I really really really hopes that they will suffer

u might think that i'm childish..

well..

I do hate them alot..

and compared to how i am treated there..

THIS IS NOTHING!

Shan

I voiced out @ 6:58 PM

[Almost Here]

Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, now it hurts
Oh, haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you
You're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

And now I'm with you
I'm close to tears
Cause I know I'm almost here

Only almost here