Thursday, September 23, 2004
was suppose to think of a new form yesterday..
but due to my laziness... i decided to use back my initial form...
blame it on my lack of determination if my grades sux..
anyway.. i already had in mind what type of grades i will have...
with this type of standard.. most probably Cs or Ds...
WTH, when did my principle drooped till this low?
really disappointed with myself....
- for being such a failure...
- for giving up when i'm not suppose to...
- for being lazy when the others are busily doing their work
- for not thinking hard
basically, I lost all my sense of direction.... What happen to the Year 1 me? at least i still like architecture back then... as for now? nah... i HATE it...wat i'm doing now is for the sake of doing... and not becos i like it...
arG... What is happening to my hopes and dreams? I guess they are all dashed..
oh my gosh! wat am i doing to my life now?
I voiced out @ 3:56 AM